not about love

i have decided to love
not because i feel it
but because i must
cos this love is not about a feeling
it's about a decision

i let hate and anger and sorrow
cover up the good side of me
because i thought it could never be worse
that it already was

but HE had different plans
so i opened up myself to Him
to receive His sovereign ability
and merge myself with His will

now i have too much love
for the one who took my heart so long ago
and it's not about to go away
because it's not about a feeling that i can stop having
but because of a decision i have made.